The remnants of the night tend to linger in my clothes;
the scent of liquor won’t leave my vest,
nor will that girl’s perfume, who was trying her best
my favorite shirt still smells of cigarette smoke,
or the drunken breath of the older bloke
the unsynchronised beats of the music failed to entice me
no sweat seeped into my skirt, I didn’t set myself free
nor did I get lost in the ogling man’s eyes,
turning him down was his most unpleasant surprise
I didn’t come close to anyone’s lips,
that reeked of mistakes and unfortunate slips
I went home with a friend, who remained by my side
kissed him good night, let everything else slide
And the following morning, when only memories remain
I can wash out the proof of their existence, though to me, it’s all the same
Because at least I can make all these disappear,
while you, I cannot
you are always right here
in my mind, never to be forgot
I think that being broke makes you selfish. I know lots of generous broke people but I just saying it increase your likelihood of being cheap and self-centered. That is one of my secret fear to be honest. I fear that once I am not broke all the time anymore and that I have money I will be selfish. let’s hope that I am wrong about that.
I wish I was taller. People just seem to think I am short for some reason. I mean I know I am not the tallest dude on the block but really people am I really that short? All my guy friend are taller than me and although I am taller than most girls I know I still think sometimes being six-foot like home boys would be awesome. I googled the stuff and read a few how to list and I don’t think it really makes a difference. They all say the same generic things you already know like exercise, keep a good posture, eat right and sleep right and all that jazz and I don’t think it’s working. It even says not to drink coffee drink or do drugs which I know lots of tall guys do (Well the ones I know anyways).Actually I haven’t been doing that whole sleeping thing well lately but it didn’t seem to be working before so I don’t think it is making a huge difference. I don’t know, what do you guys think? Any tips on how to get tall? Do you guys feel short too?
I been thinking and I realized that I got of plans I make in my head and wish some days I could get them done. Some are just fun and stupid stuff and some others are seriously life changing to other people. I just wish I had the money to make some of them happen. I got lots of plans for this blog too, they just are too complicated. I from today on promise to keep working to make them come a reality. Heck you guys are going to start seeing the difference from next year depending on how well or bad I end up doing in school this year. Some might come to pass some may not but we will see.
Why do people always feel the need to swear all the time? This may just be me okay but I really don’t get the idea behind swearing. The most used excused for swearing is that it helps you take away stress especially when you are mad. I get it okay? We all have something we do when we are mad to blow steam off mine is just different than yours and that’s fine with me. People these days seem to use swearing as something “fun” to do. Okay so the other I was sitting on a bus when this lady got on all smiling and sat next to me. She seem pretty nice and all until she started talking on the phone and began swearing her face off. I mean I would get it if you were angry but she was actually just joking and laughing the whole time. Using the “F” word at least once in every sentence. She was calling her friend a b*tch and call some party “the sh*t”. I was sitting and thinking, why does her friend let her call her that and if that party was as crappy as you said why did you enjoy it so much? Call me old fashion but I find that swearing is the worst when kids are doing it in front of adult like it’s the normal thing to do. I feel like some people just swear to validate their statements. For example when someone is losing an argument, they tend to just stop using any logic at all just swear to hide the fact they argument is not even valid. Or some people feel the need to swear because they need to validate their words and make it sound “cool”. Sometimes it because they really don’t believe in themselves. Some are just plain idiots and do it because everybody is doing. They will sometimes have the nerve and tell you “it’s just who I am”. As if swearing give them a sense of personality. If that was true then you my friend would have a pretty shallow personality and you would be doing something that everybody in this generation is doing which defeats the whole point of how “special” swearing makes you feel. Many people think that those who swear a lot are uneducated and are stupid. I myself don’t think so…the reason being is that I know way too much people smarter than me who do it. It doesn’t make it right but it’s just what it is. If you are going to be one of those hypocrite that says “Well I don’t care what people think about! I only do me.” Just be quiet because we all know deep down we all want to be accepted and loved by those around us. Not swearing doesn’t make you a good person oh no that is not what I trying to say here. I just think that people should try the best they can because it’s not as cool as you think it is. So what do you guys think of the subject? You don’t have to agree with me but let me know what you think on this matter! 😀