The remnants of the night tend to linger in my clothes;
the scent of liquor won’t leave my vest,
nor will that girl’s perfume, who was trying her best
my favorite shirt still smells of cigarette smoke,
or the drunken breath of the older bloke
the unsynchronised beats of the music failed to entice me
no sweat seeped into my skirt, I didn’t set myself free
nor did I get lost in the ogling man’s eyes,
turning him down was his most unpleasant surprise
I didn’t come close to anyone’s lips,
that reeked of mistakes and unfortunate slips
I went home with a friend, who remained by my side
kissed him good night, let everything else slide
And the following morning, when only memories remain
I can wash out the proof of their existence, though to me, it’s all the same
Because at least I can make all these disappear,
while you, I cannot
you are always right here
in my mind, never to be forgot
Do you know what ticks me off? all of those so-called conspiracy theorist talking nonsense all the time! Don’t get me wrong I don’t have anything with people with legit conspiracy thoughts about stuff. I just so happen to be a Conspiracist (a person who has conspiracy theories about something probably not areal word but feel free to quote me on that) myself. I probably won’t ever talk about them here in this blog but yeah I am one of those guys. I take that stuff very seriously and bothers me seeing other people ruining it for everyone. I sure most people has at least one thing they think isn’t what everybody else think appears to be. But there are some people out there that just label everything they don’t like as evil. The most current trend now to do so is to label them as “Illuminati”. This world is probably one of the most over used word out there. it’s so bad that the world lost his meaning completely! If some guy lose his job or got lay off he just calls his company “Illuminati” to blow off some steam. Some guy doesn’t like a certain famous person or popular organization? He call it “Illuminati” because screw logic or anything that makes sense in this world that’s why! This word is the most easiest to use because as long you can show there is a triangle of some sort in a picture, that is all the logical explanation you need. Do you know how easy it is to find a rectangular object in random pictures? It pisses me off so bad because I am that person who goes the distance to prove my argument. I will do extensive research, talk to people, heck I will all C.S.I. twisted with a little Sherlock Holmes on you if I have to prove my point. It’s like I said I take this little hobby of mine really serious. A little too serous at times but it’s whatever it takes to prove my point. But when some bored idiot goes out his way to ruin my favorite hobby, things get a little too real for me and that person. Well maybe not that real since I am not the type to argue much online. This hobby is not my favorite hobby but it’s on my top 10 list! I don’t always try to explain my thoughts to people because I am extremely socially awkward. But if I am the last thing I need is to people to look at me like I am one of “those people”. By those people I mean people who tries too hard to sound smart or even worst…those idiot who label everything “Illuminati” because they can. You have no idea who annoying that is when all you want to do is share your ‘heavily’ believed opinion. People already think I crazy as it is trying to prove my point, please don’t make it any harder than it has to be. If I see one more of those ridiculous “Illuminati” word being thrown around for no reason again I will find who did this faster and safer than Liam Neeson did in taken and I will hurt you! I say hurt because I can’t actually kill you. I will torture you by tickling you until you promise you won’t do it again! Yeah, that’s right be afraid….be very afraid because I am deadly serious about this stuff!
I think that being broke makes you selfish. I know lots of generous broke people but I just saying it increase your likelihood of being cheap and self-centered. That is one of my secret fear to be honest. I fear that once I am not broke all the time anymore and that I have money I will be selfish. let’s hope that I am wrong about that.
Man that sounds like a hard thing to say. But I can assure you that I have a couple of few reason for not doing so believe me. I don’t even know where to being here to be honest I mean should I talk about the hypocrisy of the entire thing or just how misleading its origin are. I think I going to talk about the origin part only today. Oh and by the way if you don’t believe the things I say in here you can always google it or read some Wikipedia pages. What I talk about here isn’t a theory about rather a fact people have chosen to ignore to make themselves feel better. Just like you probably will. I think that it should be known as common knowledge that there is no such thing as a REAL christmas. No one knows when exactly when Jesus was truly born. They never gave an exact date in the Bible and archaeology have not quite figure out that part either. The only thing they seem to know is that is that Jesus was born sometimes in winter. Actually some research suggest that Jesus may not have been in winter at all. The actual truth is that Christmas is just a prank some pagan priest wasted to play on newly converted christians. And the thing is that it works! To me that is the most successful prank ever. The 25th of december is nothing but some holiday where they celebrated their sun-god “Sol Invictus”. When Christianity began to really take over the people of Rome those pagan priest was a little less than pleased to say the least. They really wanted to keep their practices old customs. They surely didn’t want to lose their jobs nor did they want to convert to christianity. So they did what they do best, fool the people. They infiltrated the church and installed many of the old practice within the church. They changed most of their god’s name into famous christian personalities such as Venus to Marie or Cupid into baby Jesus. They are the reason that Catholics have saints and why Catholicism exist in the first place! Amongst those changes they also added “Dies Natalis Solis Invicti” into their trick. Catholicism is not and was never the only religion to talk about Jesus. Other really small churches did so in northern Africa and those churches mostly rejected those ideas. They eventually accepted it but whenever a group did another group didn’t. The reason being is that most of those beliefs just aren’t biblical. Read the bible and there is nowhere does anybody encourages those practices. Have you ever heard of Indulgences in the middle ages? Yeah it’s really that inaccurate. The Catholic church have always had a reputation of slitting and have always kept doing until protestants began to reveal the lies of the church. That is how we know this today because those Catholics tried their very best to erased those facts from history. The romans were not the only culprit of this master scheme other european tribes have also done this. Adding their personal stuff to Christian stuff. I mean it’s gotten so bad that Coca-Cola wanted some part in adding tradition and made the current Santa look you know today. Are christians really that Gullible? Yes yes they are. If you are not christian and probably don’t care about this I going to be the one to let you know conspiracies like those plague our societies and even have affected science or whatever thing you belive in. I will talk about some of them in here so don’t you worry 😉 I bet you my top dollar that you will still pretend Christmas is all about Jesus birthday. If that makes you feel any worse The Bible or the apostle paul talks about those pagan practices we should be doing because they are a blaspheme To God. They even talk about how we shouldn’t Not celebrate thing like Jesus’s birthday because we should be doing that everyday. Think about it people if Jesus really wanted you to celebrate his Birthday he would have told you about it. He does that to the things he wants you to celebrate.