I had a pretty good week. i am usually the guy who’s always super negative about everything but I am trying to change that. Sure I know i haven’t been posting that much these past 2 weeks but I posted something…at some point. I felt super tired this week for no reason. I been taking it pretty easy at work but that stupid headache just won’t leave me alone. My boss has left work…permanently. It was for the best but i am going to miss the guy. I haven’t sold a single shirt this week and it’s making me sad. https://shop.spreadshirt.com/tress/ <<== go on this link and buy a shirt if you have the spare change…I will truly appreciate it and the shirt are mango certified good 🙂 Yeah to make things worst i had spend a lot of money for class and other stuff. I haven’t spent so much money in one week like this in a while!!! Okay I said I was going to be positive but I haven’t said anything nice yet. This week i started watching a few good shows (My Love Story!!, Into The Badlands, The Promise). I prayed more than i usually do so that’s also good. the best part of it all i had plenty of mango!!! The part was that they were mostly good quality mango. I haven’t had those in a while so that was truly refreshing. I talked to super awesome people like my friend’s friend who sends my messages for me. yeah she is somehow more busy then me and its our only way of communicating. Her messages always brighten up my day 🙂 I hope she gets back to me soon. Like I said I had a pretty good week all things considered. Don’t forget to pick up a shirt here ==>> https://shop.spreadshirt.com/tress/ and please tell me about your week 🙂
It was just another cold night
and even-though I closed me lights
I can’t seem to fall asleep once it’s pass midnight
Tired, inspired, it’s just another late night.
So one of the new projects I have been working on these pass two months is this T-shirt shirt design. I really like and I think anyone who loves mango will too. https://shop.spreadshirt.com/tress?noCache=true is the link. The way it’s going to work is every season I will put up a new shirt and a brand new design. Once we hit the the same season again next year the design from the last year will no longer be available. Please take this time to go check out what we have now HERE. Even if this isn’t your thing please share it with anyone who you think might be into this. Thank you very much for your support and once again this is the link https://shop.spreadshirt.com/tress?noCache=true . Enjoy your day 🙂
This actually what I used to call this girl I once knew. We had a very complex relationship…but I will try to simplify it the best I can. She was the most amazing girl ever, I loved her and she loved me. Things weren’t always great, we had our flaws. My problem was I wasn’t open enough. I help back on my feelings, I lied sometimes because I was an idiot. I wasn’t always there when I should have been and I wasn’t as supportive as I should have been. I really loved this girl but she wasn’t perfect either. She was extremely insecure and basically was the cause of her problems. She would get jealous for the smallest things. She always was easily annoyed and triggered a lot of argument, (pointless) but very long arguments. It didn’t help that we were from two very different worlds. She had a rather conservative black and white world and I lived in a very grey liberal world. We had almost the same core values. We both poetry and the arts. We loved learning and knowledge itself, despite our flaws and differences. We weren’t perfect individual but we were perfect for each other. we were perfect in our imperfections. Despite all of those problems, this wasn’t what separated us. About a month before we parted ways my life took an unexpected turn. I was facing massive financial troubles. I could no longer afford school, I didn’t even know how much longer my family was going to afford the very we were living. We made some very big budgets cuts. I became very busy at work and my physical health was failing. We could no longer afford to talk everyday. I end up leaving all the accounts I had held online. I was very depressed for a while. When i decided to come back to my accounts, the obvious had happen. Everyone had forgotten about me. Anyone I used to talk to online simply wouldn’t reply, even she had left me. I E-mailed her a couple times she never responded. I now have to assume that she moved on to bigger better things than me. I have no one to blame but myself. I wish I could turn back time to the good old days where we could message each other all day. I failed her because I am the one who left. Now I am all alone…I hope where is happy where ever she might be. 🙂
There is so much to talk about I don’t even where to begin. I could talk about TV shows I been watching and, do some reviews. But this isn’t what this blog about, the last time I decided to do a review it didn’t go so well. I could talk about my terrible decisions, like how I decided to abandon the person who care for me the most to be alone. It’s a weird and long story and I am not sure if all of it makes sense. Like does it makes sense to love someone but at the same times to want to be alone? I like being alone and it’s the best way for me not to hurt people. I not sure if she would understand or you would. I could talk about my current projects, like my new shop https://shop.spreadshirt.com/tress?noCache=true but i am not sure if that too self absorbed. I am back and there is a lot of catching up to do…starting next Saturday 😉
Yeah that’s all I am going to be telling you people to do today. I am walking in the street and there is nothing but messed up faces (by messed up I mean faces with no smiles). People are just grouchy and mean these days mostly because they think life sucks. I personally think that life sucks Well I get that they are a lots of stuff in that sucks monkey balls and there is no question about that. But I also think that is why the world is messed up…people just are not happy. Think about it, do you think there would be wars if everyone was happy? I doubt it. Do you think that people would be selfish greedy if they were happy with what they had? Nope. Most crime would not even exit if the world was not so grouchy. I am telling you if we could find away to keep people happy this world would be a better place. So think of something good that made you happy and share that happiness to someone else you know. If we all do that I think we can make the world a better place 🙂
Based from my last rant I think it’s about time I start posting more rants on here. It wasn’t because it go lots of views or lots of comments I just feel like taking my own advice for once. I want to start blogging (ranting) more my way. I actually have not been ranting my brains out on this blog worrying that maybe people wouldn’t like my ideas and leave. But then this revelation hit me…No one views this blog anyways! I am not complaining about it I am just saying this true. I don’t even know if anyone will ever get to read this. I am actually happy about that, I can now talk freely without anybody objecting me. A blessing in disguise is what I call it. There will still be poetry on here and have the occasional artist’s work featured. Speaking of which I need to post a new poem in here soon. I am also going to make a few announcements this week so look out for that too.